I CANT FEEL A THING BUT IT ALL HURTS (Prod. IOF)

Lyrics:
Why am i suprised that you picked them first
Why am i suprised that things got worse
I cant feel a thing but it all hurts
Cycle on repeat cause my lifes cursed

I hear a silent melody play inside my head
Then i put it in my songs and i light a cigarette
Things arent ever changing i just wish that i was dead
I got chains around my neck i feel existential dread

I dont wanna do anything
I just wanna get high again
Lay in bed, feel depressed and lie again

My eyes close slow
All i feel is low
Numb my pain then go
I sleep in my smoke

I speak to my ghosts
They say im crashing
Ive been on my own
Its the last thing i ever wanted

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